honestly something hit me hard today. It was when I was talking to one of my candidates for the bet. We were talking and my friend comes up behind me when he goes one way and I go the other and says,
“I found Alyssas OTP!”
And she sees me talk to boys all the time and later she will come up to me and say
And this makes me wonder. Why can’t a girl be friends with guy without being criticized. It’s like in this world we accociate a girl talking to a boy a couple. Like what the hell? I know this is different in many cases but for me it’s continuous. And I don’t know if society will tear my friendships with my candidates apart.
One gave me a fist bump today and we played soup macaroni. (It’s a hand game) and then instead of slapping the other persons hand he slapped another kids face.
I don’t want my good reflationships with people to fall apart. Because of society.
Some days I wish it just let me be and people didn’t assume. They didn’t ask. They weren’t so quick to say things. It makes me wonder.
How close am I to the finish line of the bet?
And will I ever make it there?