Hey guys welcome back. So I am pretty much done with everything right now. I’m feeling really horrible. Mostly because I messed up pretty much everything I attempted to do today. I didn’t clean my room, practice my violin, exercise, I achieved nothing I wanted to. I still have time left to do them but here’s what happened.
Today I woke up and didn’t make my bed. That is how everything usually starts to fall apart for me. If I don’t make my bed the whole “good day” I have planned pretty much goes out the window. My room is an absolute mess.
My violin was completely out of tune and when I tried tuning it I failed miserably. It now sounds like a dying goat.
I was going to exercise but I didn’t because I was doing my homework. That is the one thing I managed to accomplish doing today. I also just tried to make cookies with my mom and brother and failed once again.
And I’ve been feeling really bad about myself ever since this morning when my uncle and his girlfriend came over and wanted to see our school pictures. My brother shows everyone his and they say ” Wow, that’s a really great picture. You look good.” I show everyone mine and they say “…”. Nothing. I get no response to my picture.
I feel like screaming and crying but I won’t let myself feel any worse than I already do. I’m determined to turn this awful day into a better one. My family will be heading over to my grandmother’s house shortly for Thanksgiving dinner and I plan to have that turn my day around.
Thank you for listening to my little rant and I wish you a happy Thanksgiving. 😃
See ya soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!