Hey guys, welcome back. I’m sorry I didn’t post yesterday. I went to my aunts wake and I just really wasn’t in a good mood.
I have just kind of fallen apart. I’m not sure what to do so I’ve just been very angry and I’ve gotten so frustrated. If you were to ask any of my friends I garuntee that they’d tell you I’ve been kind of a botch these last two days. And I’m not mad at them for that becaus it’s true.
Normally, as you can probably tell, I don’t really say “bad words”. I mean the occasional hell or crap is really as far as it gets. But I’ve been cursing a lot more recently.
My room has been a mess, I haven’t practiced violin or piano, I haven’t written any of The Underground in like two weeks.
It feels as if I’ve been placed under a spell that holds me in one spot. I’ve watched my life shatter before my eyes and now I am desperately reaching for the pieces to put it back together again.
Im working on it. Hopefully I’ll really get back on it Thursday when I have free time.
See ya soon!!!!!