Hey guys, welcome back. So it’s currently 7:55 AM and I should be getting ready for school but I haven’t even eaten breakfast yet. I can’t. I absolutely cannot bring myself to leave the house.
My mind is just too crazy right now and the thought of going anywhere is bringing me close to a panic attack.
My parents keep telling me they’ll drive me into school a little late and it’ll be okay. “You have to try” but I know for a fact that that won’t make things better. If anything all that would do is cause me to embarrassingly have a panic attack in the middle of class.
I need to stay home today. I would never be able to learn if my mind was like this. I know because I’ve tried to go to school like this a hundred times and it always ends the same. With me in the nurse’s office in tears before lunch.
My parents keep trying to convince me that I’ll feel better after school but school is the worst thing for me right now.
I don’t know what to do. I need a day to sort out my mind but my parents aren’t willing to give me that.
See ya soon!!!