Hey guys, welcome back. I took a step backwards today, only making it to two classes. It just wasn’t a good day, like at all.
The thing I’ve realized though is that when my mom sees that I’m better when I’m not going to school/in the conselour’s office, she doesn’t know I’m really not. Places like the office and the car are just safe environment where I feel that I can let my guard down. Anyone with anxiety knows that you just put on a smile and go to school and dance class and piano and talk to your friebds and you pretend that you didn’t spend your morning crying in the school office.
Today I couldn’t push myself farther and the two classes that I did go to were really hard to get through, though you’d probably never guess by looking at me.
I deserve an oscar.
See ya soon!!!