Hey guys, welcome back. I’m so sorry. I promised a blog post yesterday and there wasn’t one. But I do have an explination. I was feeling so sick and lightheaded all day. For an hour I even had vertigo and I just didn’t even move. By some miracle I took a shower without passing out.
Anyway on to today.
I started group therapy. I think I’ve mentioned this but I’ll just say it again. My psychiatrist has a friend who works at one of the local hospitals studying anxiety and it’s causes and all that. She wanted to host a group for some of my psychiatrist’s patient to teach us about CBT and other stuff.
I went to the first group today and I was expecting at least three other people and it turned out just to be me and one other girl. I liked the doctor she was really nice but I thought she should’ve started the group differently. It was just kind of awkward. She’d ask me questions and then I’d answer and she’d ask the other girl the same questions and she’d answer. And it just kind of felt like I was listening to someone else’s appointment.
I actually kind of like that it’s only one other girl. There might be one more but she still has to decide. But with just the two of us, it felt less intimidating.
Anyway after that I went lamp/rug/curtain rod shopping with my mom for my room. It was kind of a bust. We went to four different places and then I’d just had enough. I was sweating (it was 63 degrees Fahrenheit today!), I was tired and I was starting to feel sick again so I asked to go home.
This evening Lyss came over and we hung out together. She probably would’ve ended up sleeping over but my mom has to work tomorrow so that didn’t happen. But I did manage to get her to start a blog post which should’ve gone up already but I’m not sure. She has a lot to tell you so it should be interesting.
Anyway that was pretty much it. I’m sorry that my posts are going to be kind of crappy for a while. I’m really just trying to get back into the routine and everything while I’m sorting my life out.
See ya soon!!!