Hey guys it’s Lyss and I am feeling a bit better from yesterday and what happened. But even though this is the worst moment in time to share things..I have decided to give you all an update on what’s been going on in my life as of right now.
So trying to jog my memory, last you heard. I was a wreck bc of my prick of an ex boyfriend, I hated boys to the extreme limit, and I was pretty much a hot mess blogging whenever I felt like it. No schedule. No everyday. Just when I could. Because my life felt as if it was falling apart.
Alas, it is not falling apart. I am not falling apart. Because after time and time again of telling the dreaded “breakup story” to curious people who wanted to know what happened. That, 4 months and a kiss doesnt make an, “I love you”. 4 months and a kiss does not count in my book as a relationship. 4 months and a kiss is barely even anything. And I realized life is too short to care anymore. Life is just too short. So I moved on and honestly I feel like myself again. No, not the hot mess self. My normal regular and everyday Lyss self.
But here come the updates-
So basically my summer has been overtaken by boys coming after me. Oh now you may be thinking, “How obnoxious and rude for her to say that. Boys probably aren’t doing that ugh stupid girl.” But I mean it and not as a good thing or trying to “show off” (god knows why you would want to show that off) so let me just explain.
So the minute I got out of my relationship, a short asian boy whos friends with my friend. Told her that he liked me, after seeing one picture of me on snapchat. Like?? Anyways the kid asked for my snapchat and my idiot friend gave it to him. So i ended up talking to him, and by talking I mean by sending me a picture of half his face and asking me if i had calvin klein. YEAH I THINK NOT.
Anyways now there’s this pot head at my school. (Crazy shit I know). Which was already a major no no. I didn’t know him and he only knew me because I dated his best friend, or which I assumed he knew. So he would snapchat me like saying hi and asking what I was doing. And I was like “this is weird”. Because it freaking was. Imagine the stoner in your school who may I add has a girlfriend AND may I add is best friends with your ex starts talking to you causally like you’ve known each other all your lives (news flash: WE DIDNT). Then out of no where I’m chilling with my family and I get a snapchat from this stoner. Basically he asked if I liked dick pics.. OUT OF THE BLUE NO CONTEXT “yeah do you like them or??” DUDE WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO SAY “yes pothead I love those thank you so much and if you could also send me a booty pic that would be good too;)” LIKE??
so I contained myself and told him no and then when he asked if I sent nudes I was like “boi you coming to the wrong girl” (actual snapchat answer I gave him). And he was like “oh no I’m asking for a friend” mhm bullshit pot head bc a week later I get, “tbh you’re really hot” smh I dont have anymore time to waste on you.
Then a stupid asshole senior asking how old I was over direct message and then proceeding to say “wow you look like a sophomore” and “i deadass thought you were a sophomore lol” like ??
Now do y’all know the app Sarahah. Ok well if you don’t it’s this app where people can leave anonymous messages to you and you link it to your snapchat so they are people you know asking the questions. So like I got the, “you’re pretty😍” and the “you’re hot”. But then I also got “I’d (insert dirty word that means doing something with the male body) all over you” and I also got “I’d smash” like kids we are 14 ok. Let me spell it out you thirsty little hoes, I AINT HERE TO DO NO SMASHING OR DIRTY THINGS IM HERE TO GET OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL AND LIVE MY GOD DAMN LIFE WITHOUT YALL.
And finally the end of my troubles, a kid we will call Andy. I followed him on insta bc we followed the same people and he direct messaged me asking who I was and I explained and then he asked me for my snap so he could get to know me. Well I was like ok upper classmen are good to have as friends. So I said ok sure why not. Well turns out he is a junior and goes to a different high school than me. UMMM AND TURNS OUT HE SAID HE LIKED ME SO LIKE UMM. I friendzoned him and hopefully this does not happen again.
I said it before and I’ll say it again. I hate boys. Why would anyone want to show this off??
Alright also schedules came out before they were supposed to so I got a brief look at my schedule before they were taken down and I have a lot of classes with my friend Nana.
And I am bugging out about high school, about the gym classes (turns out I have gym FIRST FREAKING PERIOD), about lunch, about my elective and whether or not I should switch before school starts. But I have been loading up on pinterest boards, and freshman advice videos and I think I’m as ready as I’ll everbe. Nervous. But ready.
That’s all for now though and soon this will become a daily routine for me again:))