today I was so stressed it was unreal.
I ate like a fricking pig, I am on IT, I am bloated as all heck, and I had to ditch my grandparents for schoolwork. Honestly I want to cry. On the bright side my friend met twaimz and took a video of him saying “I love you Liss,” and then blowing a kiss.
It made my existence. No joke
But tomorrow I am motivated to do better. I’m getting on my moms elliptical (with her permission.. Good child 🙂 ) and I’m gonna not eat any junk food.
So blogmas is coming after this soon and I have my schoolwork to do and a project to memorize.
BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANI!!!!!
im so tired I kid you not I woke up at 6:30 to do homework after staying up until 11:30 doing homework and honesty thank god it’s Friday.
I also had to deal with this crap that this girl (M)was saying she hated this other girl (S)to me. So s asked me does m like her and m said she hates s. So I had to carry that message via text to S. She was freaking out because her only friends just admitted to hating her. So I comforted her and brought her out of her slump and she is moving on. I also agreed to be her friend because she’s actually nice and M is so rude.
What a day tgif
I also got a final callback for the play.
hey guys I just finished watching Jurassic world…
Anyways that was not the point of this blog. This blog is about what went down today.
So today I decided to go to a practice for my audition on Thursday for the school play. So in previous practices this girl who is also trying out goes the same days I go.
Long story short she’s really really sweet. So today I sang in front of her and my chorus teacher again and the first time the girl told me my voice was amazing. She has a very amazing voice as well. But today I finished and then it was her turn to sing.
She told us she hadn’t practiced and he didn’t want to sing it. When we asked her why she said her parents wanted her to do the play and she was nervous to sing in front of us two. She burst out in tears sayin how she didn’t want to disappoint her parents and her parents called her a quitter when she wanted to back out.
And I felt so flipping bad because I know that feeling and it sucks and this girl had such bad stage fright and it And it me wonder how come I never gotten stagefright?
It’s because I was exposed to it at a young age and got over it. But it’s not that simple for others. So my advice is go out of your comfort zone and do what pleases you. 🙂
IM SO SORRY I DIDNT BLOG IM SO SORRY
I HAD TO PRACTICE THEN HW AND IT TOOK ME SO LONG THEN MY FRIENDS STARTED BEING A LITTLE JERKY AND SENT A FLIPAGRAM THEY MADE OF MY CEUSH TO THE GROUP CHAT TO TWO PEOPLE I DIDNT WANT THEM TO KNOW YET!
I KNOW IM RAMBLING BUT IM SUPER SORRY AND YOULL GET A LONG BLOG TODAY!!! PROMISE
I’m pretty tired right now because I practiced my butt off for my callback on Thursday for my shool play and I’m super nervous. Wish me GL!
So this blog is about how I get motivated whether it’s sports, a lifestyle, or simply cleaning your room finding motivation Is hard. So these tips will help you (hopefully)
1. Figure out your goal-
Figure out what you’re aiming for. Are you trying to walk more often? Figure that out before anything!
2. Set a due date
When are trying to get this by? Is
there a specific date?
Now start whatever project you’re workin on!
So I’m so nervous and tired so GOOD NITE!
I am so done with society
today I was in the cafeteria and I was walking with my friend she says “stand here for a second.” Right in front of my crushes table she steps back and yells “HEY (CRUSHES NAME)!” And runs and I stand and there mortified thank god he didn’t hear anything but this made me realize people are sucky and stupid. And then on the bus this girl i dislike so much asked my friend “what will alyssa get arrested for?”
My friend answers”Maybe getting too drunk? I don’t know.”
Then she says “I think she’ll sexually assault someone.”
I wanted to scream so much at her but no that not appropriate for school. But how dare she say that.
I’m so offended and it bugs me.
This made feel so much like I did something to deserve that. Was it payback for scaring her..LAST YEAR? Like she’s spoiled, bratty,snotty,and looks for attention I HATE HER!!!!!
ugh dani’s post has struck a cord in me..
One I try to hide as much as possible and that’s helplessness and sadness.
This poor girl who has done nothing wrong is being harassed for being herself and for something they put on her.
If there is one thing I hate its liars. And this gets me fired up. I wanna tell them to go scratch to leave this poor girl alone, let her actually want to come school. You don’t know what is going on you can’t assume and be complete asses. She has a learning disability which is in opinion is fine. And she’s probably smarter than all of them combined.
It reminds me when I have just wanted to die when I was put on the spot.
Being called fat.
This led to me being majorly insecure.
I can’t imagine what will happen to this girl if they continue.
Two times and I got insecure this has been going on for long enough than it should’ve.
I want to go dani’s bus and just yell at them. No one will stick up for her except for dani but these awful need to be taught a lesson. I know I know she stalking to the guidance counsler.
But they don’t do anything they aren’t skilled in this topic.
You can’t just,”not take it to heart.”
These people are straight up rude, disgusting and this is why I hate society.
Seventh grade I treating me amazing so far but I can’t imagine why she goes through and for this I feel a deep sadness and the worst part is..
I can’t do anything
hey guys I’m the new student council president!!
I got to speak on the announcement speaker which no one heard!
But anyways I had an English test today which I got an 89 on.
Im trying out for the play on Monday its beauty and the beast and I have no idea what I’m going to sing. I’m super nervous so leave some suggestions for songs down below for mezzo sopranos?
Eh. Okay so these two days have been
Granted today I witnessed the great start to an relationship.
Anyways I was in tech. And these two kids Vincent(VM) and Adam are two trouble making friends. They are so close and always joke with people dropping hints (joking wise) that they are a “thing”
So my teacher called us up to the example desk and I basically was just standing there and I watch Adam come over to Vincent. Then what happened next slayed me.
Adam reaches down and gently grabs Vincent’s butt.
I look over mortified and I see Vincent’s face.
Smiling and he just took it.. I was just standing there laughing to myself the whole rest of the period.
And it’s not like I’m against gay anything in fact let’s all just accept gay.
But this was different. They are not gay (I think) and they just joke tih each other so it’s so funny in a way.
You have to actually know the kids to get the funny part about it.
Anyways I’m tired and I gtg do hw
i eating some rainbow goldfish and its 8:29
I am really bored but listening to a good country song that my friend is playing.
My bus is about to come any second but I just wanted to say u will get a blog today besides this!!
I just ran like a mile I think.(Probably not but who cares I’m healthy)
I’m dripping sweat because I ran none stop and I feel so hot and healthy.
I started the 90 day challenge again today and it went great.
I got my run in
I’m gonna “workout” later
I’m gonna eat a healthy dinner
I’m gonna get my homework done.
I’m gonna post a YouTube video later
I’m gonna look decent tomorrow for school
I’m gonna talk to my crush tomorrow
But anyways I’m laying in bed blogging in a pool of sweat
I’m listening to Selena Gomez and I’m gonna do homework then read tyler oakleys book binge.
OH YEAH OH MY GAWD! I FORGET TO TELL YOU GUYS!
ME AND DANI WENT TO MEET TYLER OAKLEY AND I GOT HIS BOOK SIGNED AND HUGGED HIM!!!!
But that’s where I’m gonna end so I can do homework